I had this feeling whilst I sat on my balcony drinking Milo, looking at the city all lit up. It was one of those moments when a smile crept up onto my face. I was alone, it was quiet and I was content.
I’ve grown up. I have this life that seems so complete and I understand who I am and what makes me happy.
I have friends around me, none of which seem to take much energy from me, I have a business that is growing with great staff, I have my own little place where I can escape to whenever I need, I really felt like I have it all.
I noticed my attitude towards things changing, the fact that there are things I like and dislike in people, especially the qualities I admire in my friends.
I have days when Im tired, and just want to sleep but Im so excited to wake up to my life, and each day is easier that the previous.
I hold conversations with people of any age, I teach people something new everyday, which in turn, teaches me.
Im less effected by bitchiness and no longer let people’s negative opinions of something I do, stop me from moving forward.
I accept that people will have differences and am aware that paths will change. I no longer allow anyone to make me feel used, and calmly step away from situations that dont suit me or meet my beliefs.
I’ve always been a confident person, and now my strengths are stronger, and I work on my weaknesses daily.
I believe in people, and only allow positive into my life.
This means no drama, more laughter, more energy and more time. I always wanted to grow up fast, and now that I’m here, I love it!
Rebecca Grugan 